so monday went to the mall with jenna. we both got our right ear pierced in like the middle. with a freakin' bar bell. so it hurt like shit. & then i saw a dress at strawbridges that i liked so i got it for the christmas ball.. which i am going with jenna.. i think. i'm not "old enough" to go but i'll probably end up going somehow or another lol.. & then i woke up this morning feeling like shit, and so i still went to school & then got out early for a doctors appointment. & it turns out i have an ear infection. so yea. 26 days until christmas!

lol okay so xangas def. gay. but whatev. so went to philly with becky yesterday. we went to the franklin instatue & saw two imax movies. & we nearly fell out of our seats because it was freakin' scary. haha. umm came home. & then my dad wanted to spend time with me so we went to dairy queen. came home & watched bewitched with mommy & then went to bed. & now i'm tryna find out what's up with today.

tell her how you admire her. always tell her you love her. when shes upset hold her tight. pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. play with her hair. pick her up tickle her and wrestle with her. just talk to her. tell her jokes. bring her flowers just because. hold her hand an run. just hold her hand. throw pebbles at her window at night. let her fall asleep in your arms. sing to her no matter how awful you sound. get her mad at you. then kiss her. give her piggy back rides. push her on swings. tell her she looks beautiful. when she's sad, stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything. look into her eyes & smile. kiss her on the forehead. slow dance with her even if there's no music. kiss her in the rain. and when you fall in love with her, TELL HER.<3

umm yea. sorry if i haven't commented you back in awhile. myspace whore. haha. yea. umm so last weekend i went to the bowling palace with becky.. greg.. jenna hash.. jenna mabry.. dominique.. jcook.. & all these other cool kids. uhm. pretty much almost got our asses kicked by this black girl. haha. umm then becky stayed over & i honestly forget what we did.. then umm. jenna came over wednesday.. we had fun making our movie & we're still not done so i think that she's coming over today so we can finish it! woo! lol. lemme some sexy comments peepz <3

edit; 11/26/05

so i basically sat around on my ass all day yesterday & did nothing. but hey, it's vacation. so stfu. umm. stayed up until oneishh crying all night. basically about my dad.. my cousin dying.. & stupid boys. woke up & my eye was swollen shut. & now i'm home alone and possibaly going to philly with becky for a little today. but yea. <3

you never thought i could be so strong.
you can see there's a part of me that you cannot beat.
and part of you will always remember me.
when you look around and you are so alone.